5 reasons why birthdays matter

Today is Derek's 28th birthday and I woke up so excited, telling him happy birthday every 5 minutes and making cheesy comments like, "have a good day birthday boy!"

But, Derek is not so into his birthday and never really has been.
He says birthdays are just another day....but I beg to differ.

I want to be sensitive, however, because I know with birthdays comes a lot of pain and bad memories. But because of that I want to give 5 reasons why birthdays matter to me and hopefully you. 

Birthdays matter because...

1. being born is a privilege and blessing...

Awhile back I watched a Netflix documentary called "It's a Girl" which reported the gendercide that is happening in places like China and India, where baby girls are being killed at extreme rates. This documentary reported that there are 200 million girls that should be alive today if they hadn't been killed.
In America alone, on average 1.21 million babies are aborted each year (link to stats). Again, I want to be sensitive towards men and women who have had abortions because God's grace in Jesus Christ is sufficient to forgive all of ours sins. I only put those statistics up to say that being born is not the usual.
My mom and dad surprisingly got pregnant with me outside of marriage when my mom was so the ripe young age of 20. It would have normal or maybe even socially acceptable for her to abort me, but I am so thankful that she didn't.
I know there are many children who wish they hadn't been born or at least not into their family, and its understandable.
But, birthdays matter because being born is a blessing.

2. they are foreknown...

You are not a mistake, accident, or happenstance.
Each birthday we celebrate is a day of resting that God planned for me to be here.
Psalm 139 is beautiful song by David reflecting on the Lord's goodness before he was even born.

In 139:16 David says, "Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."

There is not one day that goes by that has taken God by surprise, not one struggle, heartache, or celebration.
So, birthdays matter because we can rest in the sovereignty of God, knowing that he has foreknown and counted all of our days.

3. it reflects a greater birth...

This point can go in two different directions.
First, birthdays matter because God decided out of all his infinite ways to enter the world by being born as a baby.
Because of that one day everything as we knew it has changed, our calendars reflect it, the way we date years is surrounded around that one day.
We celebrate Chrsitimas each year because the mighty and glorious God of the universe humbled himself to be born of a woman and to be a vulnerable baby boy.
The birth of Jesus is important for so many reasons, but one reason is because Christ truly identified himself with his children.
The sacrifice of Christ is sufficient for all who believe in Him because he was born as a baby, grew as a teenager, and lived as an adult in perfect obedience to God the Father on our behalf.
So, rejoice in your birth, knowing its not arbitrary but a beautiful reflection of God's redemptive plan.

However, the act of being born of a woman is not enough to save us or to bring us into perfect relationship with God.
When babies are born they are a fresh slate...we are unaware of their personalities, characteristics, and gifts. Although they may be predisposed to certain family sin, we don't know who they are or what they will struggle with. As they grow they are shaped and molded by their family into the mature adult they become.
Birthdays matter because they reflect the greater birth, the new birth that happens through the work of the Holy Spirit. In this birth we are washed white as snow and our sins are remembered so more.
As we grow in the knowledge of Christ and as he draws us nearer to him we are shaped by Jesus into our final maturity we will experience in eternity.

4. we look forward to the everlasting celebration....

why party on birthdays? Cause we are celebrating life.... and why not add a little cake to the mix?
But really, we gather together with our friends and family, the ones we love the most, and celebrate someones life. We literally have a party to celebrate life.
In heaven, we will be gathered together with our family, our brothers and sisters in Christ,  and celebrate everlasting life with our Lord and Savior.
So, birthdays matter because they give us a longing for the eternal celebration of life to come...

Revelation 19:1-2

After this I heard what sounded like the roar of a great multitude in heaven shouting:“Hallelujah!Salvation and glory and power belong to our God, for true and just are his judgments.He has condemned the great prostitute who corrupted the earth by her adulteries.He has avenged on her the blood of his servants.”

5. we are not promised the next one...

everyone says it..... "live for today" "carpe diem"
i want to leave you with Psalm 90, which is written by Moses, a man of God.
after traveling in the desert with the grumbling israelites for 40 years, i think Moses might know a thing or two about the fragility of life...
Birthdays matter because we get the opportunity to reflect on, praise, and thank God for the unconditional grace he has given us for the past ___ years. We pray for more, but we know our days are limited. He brought us up from dust, breathed life into us, and out of his goodness gives us many days of life.

Psalm 90...

 Lord, you have been our dwelling place

in all generations.

 Before the mountains were brought forth,

or ever you had formed the earth and the world,

from everlasting to everlasting you are God.

 You return man to dust

and say, “Return, O children of man!”

 For a thousand years in your sight

are but as yesterday when it is past,

or as a watch in the night.

 You sweep them away as with a flood; they are like a dream,

like grass that is renewed in the morning:

 in the morning it flourishes and is renewed;

in the evening it fades and withers.

 For we are brought to an end by your anger;

by your wrath we are dismayed.

 You have set our iniquities before you,

our secret sins in the light of your presence.

 For all our days pass away under your wrath;

we bring our years to an end like a sigh.

 The years of our life are seventy,

or even by reason of strength eighty;

yet their span is but toil and trouble;

they are soon gone, and we fly away.

 Who considers the power of your anger,

and your wrath according to the fear of you?

 So teach us to number our days

that we may get a heart of wisdom.

 Return, O Lord! How long?

Have pity on your servants!

 Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love,

that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.

 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,

and for as many years as we have seen evil.

 Let your work be shown to your servants,

and your glorious power to their children.

 Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us,

and establish the work of our hands upon us;

yes, establish the work of our hands!

i wish i knew moses

Moses is liked by everyone.

He is a prominent figure in Judaism, Islam, and Christianity... everyone likes him.

He was a righteous man, but he failed constantly.

This morning reading Deuteronomy I was so encouraged by his sacrificial leadership. 

Here he is leading the Israelites at the end of the the forty years of wandering.

THINK about that.... 40 years with these whining, complaining, grumbling people....

If there was anyone who had an excuse to walk away from the calling or despise God for the calling, it would be Moses. 

So the context for Deuteronomy 4 is that the Israelites had just conquered much of the land by the will of God and Moses is reminding his people that he will not be able to go with them into this promised land. 

WHY? ???

I would be so angry.... just thinking about Moses' situation makes me so sad for him.

He has led these disrespectful, downright disobedient people for 40 years and gets to the place where he reminded of Gods goodness, but immediately reminded of what he will be missing out on.

 

more context....

In Numbers 20 we learn why Moses is prohibited from entering the promised land. 

The Israelites, once again grumbling, are in the desert without water and Moses and Aaron plead before the Lord to give water. God tells Moses to assemble the Israelites and before their eyes speak to the rock to give water. 

Well, Moses gathers all the people around, but instead of speaking he strikes the rock twice with his staff and the water flows out.

So, whats the problem? Everyone gets water...

But Moses compromised the testimony of God's holiness before the people. 

What i never knew before reading today is that Moses SISTER & BROTHER died right before and after this situation.

Miriam died right before and Aaron died right after.... how discouraging. 

Not only is Moses unable to go into the land flowing with milk and honey... but not he has lost the two most important people to him. 

Like I said, if there was every anyone to want to quit and be bitter with God, it was Moses.

SO back to Deuteronomy 4 and why Moses amazes me. 

We have the context of who Moses is, the fact he is not entering the land, and now he is in charge of raising up a new leader, Joshua, to lead the people into the land. 

Moses is on his way out and he takes full advantage of it. 

He doesn't tell the Israelites everything he hates about them, or complain about how it was their fault he messed up. 

He reminds them of the GOOD NEWS. 

He reminds them.... 

He speaks to the people saying, "O Israel, listen to the statues and the rules that i am teaching you..."

He reminds them how great it is to have a God so near to us, whenever we call upon his name.

He reminds them not to forget what their eyes have seen, don't let it depart from your heart.

He reminds them that they have not seen God, but only heard his voice.

He reminds them of the covenant God made with them and wrote down his commandments.

He reminds them because they had not seen God's form, not to make images and not to worship the creation. 

"Take care, lest you forget the covenant of the Lord your God, which he made with you... For the Lord your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God." 

I can't help but think Moses was harkening back to the his mistakes he had made, or the glory of the Lord he experienced, or the miracle of God's hand. 

He knew God was jealous. He experienced God's jealousy.

He knew that God was righteous, holy, and just. 

The reason Moses amazes me is because he was a sacrificial leader.

We are all leaders in the Church like Moses, whether leading 1 or 100, young or old, male or female. 

Those disciples are going to grumble, sin, disobey, and downright disrespect God and us.

But like Moses, we are to be a living reminder. 

Moses didn't point to himself... he pointed to the God who made a covenant with them and chose them.

Would I sacrifice reward in order to lead the people of God to reward? 

If I knew I wasn't going to the promised land, would i still be able to speak of God so passionately and zealously? 

If these people had failed me so many times and given me so much heartache, could i still remind them of the goodness that lie before them and warn them of sin?

Moses did. Moses showed grace. But Moses was not perfect.

Moses points us to Christ....

Just like Moses, Jesus lost everyone close to him.

During his trial and crucifixion his best friends left his side...

In fact, it was one of his friends that handed him over and let him down.

Jesus' own people, the Jews, hated him and desired to have him killed.

Just like Moses, Jesus could have told them exactly what he felt, but instead he continually showed grace and pointed them to who God is and the covenant he has made and has come to fulfill.

Just like Moses, Jesus died without receiving earthly reward.

Jesus knew what he had to do, what he had to sacrifice. He had to give up his life...

But just like Moses, Jesus knew the will of the Father and he knew it was good despite how it looked or felt.

Moses points us to the perfect intercessor, Jesus Christ who lived perfectly and took on our grumbly, hatred, and disobedience so that we might enter the Promised Land. 

Moses points to the true Sacrificial Leader. 

every day mattered

Few weeks back my good friends Dana and Deanna and I were talking about this new book Dana is reading, called Found in Him: The Joy of the Incarnation and Our Union with Christ by Elyse Fitzpatrick (find book here). 

Dana talked about how enlightening it was and how she had never thought so much about how the Incarnation of Jesus influences our life. Deanna and I admit that we hadn't really taken the time to think about Jesus' life, like a real person doing real things. 

I think sometimes the person of Jesus is so swallowed up by his birth, death, and resurrection, that we hardly take time to think of him as God, the Incarnate. Its so true in my own life. 

Then, Dana said something that hit me sideways and changed everything I thought about the Incarnation. 

In Fitzpatrick's book, she suggests that Jesus' life was about more than being innocent. If Jesus' only purpose in coming to Earth was to be sinless or innocent, Herod could have killed him when we has a toddler, or for that matter he could have died shortly after birth, and would have been completely innocent. 

Jesus' actual life mattered, and still matters. But why?

Days went by and I just kept thinking about what she said and how profound that was. But it still didn't completely satisfy my curiosity. I kept thinking back on that verse in Hebrews 4:15,

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.

This verse helped me a little, but I still couldn't figure out what exactly God was trying to show me. As of right now the closest similarity I have to Jesus is that I live a normal life, fighting flesh and sin. I wasn't born miraculously, and I haven't yet died and resurrected with him. 
So, why does Jesus' life matter so much to my life? How does the gospel of Jesus Christ speak into my everyday life? 
That's the question I was wrestling with...
So as I was wrestling with those thoughts in my own mind, my husband and I were preparing for our small group Bible study at our house. We were reading Romans 5 over dinner when I came across a verse that honestly confused me. Romans 5:10 states, 

For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!

I started to break it down in order to understand it a little better. Then it hit me... There is something profound in this one verse and God gave me the eyes and mind of faith to receive it. 
Paul seems to be setting up two different situations or two statements, referring to death and life.

For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son...
1. Before we professed faith in Christ  while we were Gods enemies, we were made right through his death. Basically Jesus death makes us holy and pleasing before the Lord. 

After reading that first part I thought to myself, "well that seems good enough, right?" I mean Jesus died to bring us near to God and now that's accomplished so everything is all gravy....
But we still have that same question, what about Jesus' life?

...how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!
2. Number one shows us that we were reconciled by death, but this statement talks about now that we are reconciled, to those who have professed faith in Jesus or also called saints. On this side of the cross and through faith we are saved through his life.

This means Jesus' life matters for our continual salvation.... I am not saying that you can lose your salvation, in fact I am saying the opposite. 
Jesus' life matters because we cloth ourselves in Christ (Romans 13:14) which means we not only take upon his death and resurrection, but also his actual LIFE. 
Jesus didn't just live 30ish years because it seemed right or because God liked that age. 
Jesus lived every moment, day, and year in perfect obedience to God on our behalf. Every day mattered in Christ's life because he lived perfectly in every situation. 

When I lie to my friend and turn my back on her, I am saved because Christ was a perfect friend and completely faithful on my behalf.
When I am angry at God and I ignore him and choose sin, I can look to Jesus' life, that although he had seemingly good reasons to be mad at God, he was perfectly faithful and joyfully chose obedience to the Father. 
When my mother fails me and lets me down, I can look to the Christ who was true to his word and gave me a new, everlasting family.

Now, on a side note I do want to say this is also referring to true life in the resurrection of Jesus. But even in that we can look to Jesus as the first fruits, the one who went before us perfectly, even in his death and resurrection.

I plead with you to dwell on Jesus' life...
There was not a day the Father ordained by accident in Jesus' life. 
All he did, written and unwritten, mattered.
He is not just a moral example or an innocent human. 
This is our hope of life with God as he makes us more like Christ until we dwell together one day. 
Clothe yourselves in the life of Jesus Christ and look not to your failures but to the perfection of Jesus Christ and the righteousness he offers to the glory of God. 

Which day of the week is Church?

I am going to think out loud. 

I have been thinking so much about the Church lately, and where we are in 2014 and what God is going to do among us all.

As I think about the Church, the buzz words come to my mind; small groups, community groups, life groups, gospel communities, missional communities..and the list goes on.

I am not saying anything bad about these terms, but as a Church, collectively, we don't know what they mean or which one we want to use. 

Well..I'm not going to solve that problem, in fact what I say might make the problem worse (before it gets better however). 

We, the Church, are doing an okay job at the weekly meetings. We have learned and are convicted that meeting once a week to study the Bible is either what we are supposed to do or it's a pretty good thing. 

Either way...we are doing it. 

We may even meet again in a different group of people, maybe its all women or maybe you help with the youth. 

But, two times a week is what Christians would called "involved" in your local church. 

Again, these are all wonderful things. This blog isn't about those weekly times together (that's a future blog).

 This is about inconsistency...a hole in our understanding of what is means to be the Church. 

We get together throughout the week; laugh, share stories, pray, cry, play with one anthers children, drink coffee, make meals, watch football, speak Gods word to one another, and fellowship. 

Those are small groups, life groups, gospel communities, or missional communities. That's life. 

But, we aren't quite sure what to do with Sunday morning...

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Ive asked myself this question recently; Why does Sunday morning look so different from the rest of our week.

Unless you're from outside America or your church is at grassroots stage, this applies to you. 

Why does Sunday morning feel scheduled, stiff, or programmed?? 

This isn't meant to harp on any local body, because I know there are congregations filled with the life-giving Holy Spirit.

But why does Sunday morning have to look any different from the rest of our weeks?

What happens when a small/life/missional/gospel community gets bigger and starts to outgrow the house it meets in?

------we raise up leaders to start a new group at someone else's house, in someone else's neighborhood, where there are new people, new surroundings, and a new opportunity to worship in new community. 

But, what happens when a Sunday morning gathering gets too big? Outgrows its walls?

------we move buildings? we build new ones? 

This is all I have ever known, and honestly this is all any of us have ever known, because this is what the American church has been doing for most its life. 

I have heard the reasons and have spoken the excuses myself. "If we want more people to come to hear and learn about Jesus than we have to make room for them. The more room the more converts to Jesus." its as simple as that.

I'm a product of this, so don't get my wrong..I'm really trying not to be harsh.

Well what do we do in theses situations? Like any good Christian we go to the early Church in Acts and we see what God was doing among them... 

The first verse we usually point to is Acts 2:41,

So those who received his word were baptized and there were added that day about 3,000 souls.

See, there is nothing wrong with having a large church or a bigger building, we can't possibly live in a close community with 3,000 people on a Sunday morning. That's impossible... 

It is impossible. 

But God revealed something to me in his word that spoke to me concerning this disconnect between our missional lives and our attractional Sundays. 

The ONLY reason there were 3,000 believers that day is because it was PENTECOST.

It wasn't normal. It wasn't typical. It wasn't ideal.

Acts 2:1,5,9-11;

When the day of Pentecost arrived, they were all together in one place. Now there were dwelling in Jerusalem Jews, devout men form every nation under heaven. Parthians and Medes and Elamites and residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and parts of Libya belonging to Cyrene, and visitors form Rome, both Jews and proselytes, Cretans and Arabians- we hear them telling in our own tongues the mighty words of God.

God did something amazing that day, he drew in 3,000 believers because it was the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, God himself. 
This is an atypical situation... 
They were drawn the temple area because of the Jewish celebration called the Feast of Weeks, and hearing the rushing wind and the tongues of the nations and seeing the tongues of fire caused the men to turn their attention to the apostles and ultimately to the mighty work of the Holy Spirit. 
This was significant.

But that's not the point of this blog. 
The point was at the end of that gathering, after 3,000 believers were baptized in Jesus Christ and all was said and done, they went home.
Of course they would gather. They were used to gathering. 
But they went home. They met at home. 
They didn't build a mega-synagogue to meet in. 
The people of God lived their Sunday mornings, daily.

Here are a few examples of the early Church doing "Sunday"
“When they [Paul and Silas] had come out of the prison, they went to Lydia’s house where they saw and encouraged the brothers, and then they left” (Acts 16:40).
“Greet Prisca and Aquila, my co-workers in Christ Jesus...greet also the church at their house” (Romans 16:3,5).
“Give greetings to the brothers in Laodicea and to Nympha and to the church in her house” (Colossians 4:15).
“Paul, a prisoner for Christ Jesus, and Timothy our brother, to Philemon, our beloved and our co-worker, to Apphia our sister, to Archippus our fellow soldier, and to the church at your house” (Philemon verses 1-2).



When we outgrow our building, lets meet at someone else's building too. 
The early Church was the spread out, sent out people of God.


Then in Acts 2:42,45-47

They devoted themselves to the apostles teaching and the fellowship, to the breaking of bread, and the prayers. And they were selling their possessions and belongings and distributing the proceeds to all, as any had need. And day by day, attending the temple together and breaking bread in their homes, they received their food with glad and generous hearts, praising God and having favor with all the people. And the Lord added to their number day by day those who were being saved. 

Church, lets go home. 

I hope that the power of the Holy Spirit who dwells within us and unifies us together can speak to this hole missing in the Church.
May the Word of God and the work of the Holy Spirit convict our hearts, in the way we teach, worship, break bread, spend our money, and take care of one another. 

John 20:21

Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, even so I am sending you.

-Jesus 

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the past year and a half has changed me in ways i still don't understand.

i didn't believe people when they told me that i would make it through 2013, i thought somehow or someway i wouldn't make it. 

the funny thing is, you are probably expecting me to say some really bad things happened or i was sick or there was some sort of life or death situation. thats not true at all. 

if anything, the past year was overflowing with good things. but i didn't see it like that.

i was a child, like a little Israelite girl wondering in the desert after being released from slavery. 

there was a promise ahead, and God was walking so near to me. 

but all i could think, was I'm not going to make it. I'm going to die out hear and its all your fault God because you did this to me. you gave me too many good things.

how embarrassing is that.....

in the fall of 2012 i was at wheaton college and had been accepted on the 2013 summer wheaton in the holy lands trip.

the minute i walked onto wheatons campus thats all i ever wanted to do. i wanted to travel and study abroad and see the world, i didn't care how much it cost.

but prior to applying for that trip God had changed my heart and inevitably changed my plans. 

i never wanted to get married or fall in love because i had seen nothing but failure after failure and i didn't want that. i was fine with being alone, i thought. 

but God gave me Derek, and in the summer of 2012 he proposed.

i was so scared, i didn't think i could handle planning a wedding, i never actually wanted a wedding. the date was set for 8.10.13

but God in his goodness revealed to me what marriage truly meant and changed my heart forever. 

so now i was planning a wedding, in my final year of college and now planning to study abroad for 7 weeks a month before the wedding. 

i couldn't handle it. 

i went to my dear friend, crying in fear of failure. she prayed over me and spoke truth into my life and i will never forget that blessing. 

2013 came and i started writing letters to people, asking them to support my trip.

i felt so weird about asking people for money, but i knew i couldn't go otherwise. 

through that God taught me what it means to be the church and what it looked like to support one another.

by the grace of God i raised 10,000$ to study abroad, which testifies to Gods sovereign hand.

in may i began my trip. we went to Italy, Greece, Turkey, and Israel/Palestine. i missed home at times, but more than anything i wished Derek could experience was i was doing. it was truly the most remarkable thing i have ever done.

God changed me so much across the world. i saw so many types of people in so many different cultures. i was humbled and ashamed of my arrogance. i had always been ethnocentric, and God tore my heart apart for the nations. 

i learned so much about myself and what it meant to be a minority. 

i will never read the bible the same, now seeing where jesus and paul and the disciples walked. 

that trip changed me.

so i retuned home feeling like a foreigner still. 7 weeks is just long enough to start feeling at home. but here i was back in the midwest town of 40,000 about to get married in a month and i don't feel like I'm home. 

i was so confused and i just wanted everyone around me to understand and experience what i had. God changed my heart for the nations. 

right when i get home, literally as i am driving home from the airport i find out that my stepdad left me mom while i was gone. 

i couldn't believe it.. my heart sunk and i felt so much despair. 

why was i even getting married? i mean isn't it a joke these days, that people actually get married. 

satan used my moms divorce a month before my wedding to lead me to believe lies about love, marriage, and commitment. 

the flood of lies would come and go throughout the next weeks, but i never truly killed them with the word of God. 

a week before our wedding i was crying everyday. i wasn't crying because i was growing up and beucase my life was changing and i was leaving my parents.

i was crying out of fear. here i was again... crying out of fear.

thats all i had ever done, when things get hard and scary i freeze and cry.

i figured i would probably leave derek or he would leave me, so whats the point anyways. i was so scared of marriage. 

8.10.13 came, and the power of the Spirit covered that day in His grace and mercy.

it was one of the best days of my life. i had so much joy and i was refreshed and encouraged by the gospel of Jesus Christ that day. 

so here i am, its 2014 and i made it. 

all these events of the past year are just details, but they were real to me. 

they may seem silly or insignificant but it was real to me. 

i doubted Gods goodness, faithfulness, and love for me.

but he brought me through. he took me one step at a time and showed me just enough in front of me. 

i knew it was going to be a year that would change my life forever, and it was. 

i was so afraid of taking a step because i was so afraid of failing. 

1 john 4:18....there is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. for fear has to do with punishment...

i understand Gods love in 2014 in a way i never could have if i wouldn't have experienced 2013. 

punishment comes from failure, and there is no failure with God.

if God is who he says he is and he is in control, as long as we are walking in step with the Spirit, dwelling in Jesus Christ, we cannot fail. 

2014 will not be without fear or hardship, but it will be covered in grace. 

lets truly believe this is year brothers and sisters, 

"there is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus." romans 8:1....

look at all the trees

God is teaching me so much, through the letter to the Romans and through his children. 

The other day I was hanging out with my friend Becca and we were reading Romans 1:21-25. 

We haven't gotten very far because I truly believe God keeps stopping us and teaching us his simple truths along the way.

Christians talk about sin all the time. 
Whether we are overcoming a sin, struggling with a sin, or praising God that he has taken upon himself our sin, we are very fluent in sin.

We would all admit that Romans 1:18-32 is about the sinfulness of mankind. 

Paul talks about how we have known God, yet did not give him glory or thanks.
We have exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones.
our minds suppress the truth and we worship created things.

But what is sin? 

Its not that easy of a question.

As Becca and I were discussing what sin actually means we ended up in Genesis 2-3, where sin entered the world for the first time. 

Genesis 2:15-18:
The Lord God took the mana and put him in the garden of Eden to work it and keep it. And the Lord God commanded the man saying, "You may surely eat of every tree of the garden, but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you will surely die.

Later in Genesis 3:1-5, we see that the crafty snake tempts mankind, asking whether God really meant what he said. He tells them that God is a liar, that you wouldn't really die if you ate from the tree. 

then sin enters...
Genesis 3:6:
So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate...

Can you feel the weight? Sin is heavy... it is a burden...

This passage in Genesis tells us what sin is.
Sin is believing that your way is better than God's.
It is claiming to be god.
IT is believing that God is not good and that he is withholding from you, and therefore acting in rebellion of Gods good plan.

Our culture makes God sound mean. 
And sometimes if we are honest with ourselves, we think he is mean sometimes too.

Sin says that God is stingy, he is uptight, he is unloving and a discriminator. 
Sin says God doesn't want whats best for you, he is withholding good things from you, and you know yourself better than he does. 
Sin says that God just cares about rules and restrictions, and he needs to loosen up.

But this is what God revealed to me about himself:
In Genesis 2, when God placed us in the garden in PERFECT relationship with him, he did not give us a bunch of rules to abide by. Instead he actually began with the freedom we have. God said we are free to eat from ANY tree in the garden. ANY TREE. ANY TREE. 
They lived in a garden, and God told them to eat from any tree except one tree. ONE TREE.

God gives us gardens to feast off of and we want that one forsaken plant. 

God isn't mean, he is good. 

This is our plight Christians... to stand up and defend the goodness of the Creator.
Romans 1:28.. "and since they did not see fit to acknowledge God, God gave them up to a debased mind to do what ought not to be done."


Praise Jesus today, 
because he took the wrath of the tree so you could eat from the garden. 

Christians, feast from the garden today.
Because God is good. 

when God isn't good

The title is misleading, because God is always good.

But, I certainly don't always believe that.
Even more than that, I come up with circumstances in my head where i feel the right to say God isn't good.

In God's good word, Paul speaks to the Romans in 1:22-23,
"Claiming to be wise, they became fools, and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for the images resembling mortal man and birds and animals and creeping things."
He goes on to say in verse 25 that we have in fact served and worshipped the creature rather than the Creator.

God alone is worthy of worship, yet Paul says the unrighteous make images that look like creatures and gave them the glory that alone is due God.
We don't make images, I know i certainly don't cut down a tree, carve a face into it and worship.
But our minds and hearts have crafted more gods, than our hands could make.

Through Jeremiah, God rebukes the people of Israel in 2:27-28,
"They say to a tree, 'you are my father" and to a stone, 'you gave me birth.' For they have turned their back to me, and not their face. but in the time of their trouble they say, 'arise and save us!' But where are your gods that you made for yourself? Let them arise, if they can save you in your time of trouble, for as many as your cities are your gods."

Isaiah makes fun of the people of Israel, pointing out in 44:14-15,
"he cuts down cedars...he takes part of it and warms himself, he kindles a fire and bakes bread. Also he makes a god and worships it; he makes an idol and falls down before it."

Creation, the good creation, was meant to point us toward the Creator, how his invisible attributes permeate all the world (Romans 1:20).
But instead, we take creation and make it into an idol.
This is what we have done since the beginning, God says the tree is good, don't eat it.
But, we took the creation, ate and worshipped it.

As a newlywed, it takes everything in me not to worship my husband.
God created him, restored him, and he bears the image of God.
But, my husband is a creature, not worthy of honor or glory.
I make an idol of him.

I always heard the best way to determine whether something is an idol in your life is to imagine your holding this "thing" in your palm.
Ask yourself, are you holding this thing with an open or closed hand, willing or not to let it go.

Now, I'm not sure about you, but that makes me anxious.
I don't think I would be okay if I lost my husband.

But, what God revealed to me was whether or not he would still be good.

IF God took my husband, in his good and sovereign plan, would i still call him good?
That's the harder question, and that's what an idol does to our hearts.
Idols tells us they can do everything, that we don't need God.
Idols put us in control.

Maybe its your kids, job, marriage, singleness, schooling, friends...
if God took away them away, would he still be good?

creation is good, but its only good because the Creator is good...
and creation ceases to be good when it becomes better than the Creator...

Believer,
rest in the freedom of Jesus Christ. he is sufficient, he is good.
keep your eyes fixed on eternity, for it is what we were made for.
don't let this world fool you...we were meant to worship the Creator.
Worship Jesus today.
Worship the Creator.
By the grace that is poured out through the Holy Spirit, we will no worship creation.